way too much love.

  HI GUYS, how are you doing all? I hope great.

Today I want to write about myself and things happening in my life it sometimes goes so well n unique sometimes worse and more than that. 

So I met a guy let's call him Mr. X. we met on the online social platform we started chatting talked on calls and day by day our feelings gradually increased we loved how we were feeling but things can't stay constant it always has something to interrupt so does his thoughts now. He told me one night that I am elder than you and the age gap is huge so I don't think so we have scoped out there to work this out if we date but it was too late for him to tell me that because I was already in love with him like completely never felt that way ever. I was kinda heartbroken for myself. I cried all night and just thought why when u love someone they leave u easily without working it out. After some days he asked me to come over I went and hugged him with all my heart out there can't express how I felt it was so different and love was so deep wish I can be there with him like every day, but it's not possible. He loved me too but he always says that I don't want you to sacrifice your career for me, I was not absolutely. felt numb every day after that because can't do more and I now feel love is a very very big thing or a big feeling. which I just felt don't want to sacrifice it but doesn't have any option better than that with the mutual decision. 

GONNA CONTINUE THIS STORY........